That's how I feel right now. I haven't had "girl" time with a bunch of women for almost two months now (for different reasons). I have, however, really been craving it ... to go out with a bunch of my Christian friends, and just have fun and hang out--and talk about girl stuff.
I had the perfect opportunity this morning. I was soooooo excited. My sister-in-law had a tea party at her house. We set up and prepared as much food as possible yesterday. I made arrangements for childcare for Carlos (it was a mother-daughter tea). She was going to have a Christian speaker that I was looking forward to. I was just waiting for the moment when I could arrive and enjoy the fellowship with other women. She had invited about thirty total (mothers and daughters included). I LOVE being in a roomful of Christian women just discussing life and the Lord. LOVE it. And then ...
... about 5 o'clock this morning, Carlos comes to me (in bed, of course) and tells me his tummy hurts. I tried to ignore it (denial is always my first line of defense, lol!), but it was obvious that he really was sick. He had a fever and nausea. I was so bummed. Bummed actually doesn't begin to describe how low I felt.
Here it is, hours later, and I'm still sad. I'm going to start praying right now that the next opportunity for "girl time" works out (I don't even know what that opportunity is yet--Carlos ahs to get better first--but I'm going to start praying right now.). I am going crazy without it.
Thanks for "listening." No need to comment if you don't want. I just needed to vent. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be past this yucky mood I'm in.
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