Obviously, I'm not sticking to my New Year's resolutions.
So, i think i posted that I'm a computer lab teacher now ... just Mondays and Fridays. Getting used to being a working mom again has been difficult, and as if that wasn't hard enough, I'm now a long-term sub on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays in a first grade classroom.
I will say I'm surprised at how much I'm enjoying being back in the classroom. I do LOVE teaching, and first grade is what I'm best at ... but I will be extremely happy when the teacher's maternity leave is over, and I get my life back :)
I spend so much of my life in "catch-up" mode. Always catching up on:
- laundry
- grocery shopping
- cleaning
- home projects
- work stuff
Seems like life is a whirlwind of activity. Ashley has gymnastics for the month of March (I told her she'll have to take April off 'cause I'll be a basketcase by then ;)) Mondays and Wednesdays immediately after picking them up from school. Carlos has baseball practice on Tuesdays. Thursdays Ashley has church in the evening. Then throw in a baseball game during the week.
So, I guess the lesson I'm learning is ... what a shocker: I'm actually NOT a "supermom." that I have limitations, and that's okay.
- that if we have pasta for dinner five nights in a row 'cause that's what we had on hand and it's quick and simple ... that's okay.
- if the house isn't cleaned every week 'cause we haven't been home enough to do it ... that's okay (for now)
- if we run out of supplies because i haven't had a chance to make it to the store ... that's okay.
I must say I'm surprised at how well I'm handling the fact that life is going to be chaotic for a while. Let's pray it continues :)
Comments
I think you are doing a maah-velous job! And I agree...we are not super moms and that is more than OK! Make sure you take deep breaths and relax! This is what life is all about!
Love,
Teena